Hi...
I'm not really sure how to do this so i guess i'll just spit it out.
My husband and i have fallen on very tough times, as most have in this world recently.
We're both broke, trying to make it together, but because of all of this debt, not only is our marriage falling apart, but so is our lives.
We have a couple of beautiful dogs, and a couple of wonderful cats, we are blessed to have them.
If it weren't for them i would probably suck up my issues and go on, but my dogs can not handle a day with another person without freaking out, and selfishly i just can't part with my kitties...
Our debt has gone from a few bills unpaid to losing my car, being evicted and having to file bankruptcy.
Now, just when we thought we could make it, just when we thought things would be okay, we find a place to live, getting back on our feet slowly but surely, my husband gets laid off, i lose my job because of medical issues and once again we're facing eviction, power gas and water are being threatened to be turned off, it's cold, and i'm tired.
I want to move to somewhere cheaper but to be totally blunt i don't even have what it takes for that at this very second, this was the cheapest we could find before, now there are cheaper but we don't have any food in the fridge even so how could we afford to move?
I take on whatever small jobs i can as does my husband to bring food in and attempt to keep the utilities going. I've applied to a hundred or more places but the waiting game seems like forever...
I know that i will survive, I know that, but to put my husband and animals through this when i feel that there has to be something i can do about it, it makes me feel ill.
I feel as though god is showing me that i don't know a darn thing about taking care of myself, let alone the man i love with everything in me and the pets that i would put my life on the line for.
I am on my knees, all i need is enough to stay one more month, enough to give me time to get a good job, or find a new residence where there is some kind of work.
I need to find a way to make this work, I would give anything to see my husband smile again...
Thanks for listening to my problems...
